TEMPERMENT TO QUIT MYSELF.....

some day before i found fear in my heart to die....

but wen knoein the truth of mah life i die each time again wake up from dat virtual feelins...

i dn't knoe from mah life ever i think i want more time live 4 myself...

now watever in my mind i got...

i got decent life which i probably needed dat...

do i THE unfortune one....

i got chances evrywhere which young people want to be but that's not the life nor enjymnt....

i luv u the hardest thing i already lost......

only got the sympathy wich i hate....

for luv,for my mom,di but forget abt mine...

still i m on sale....

atleast i hav sympathy for me...

sympathy make my eye crying...

how much i'll cry???

how much i'll sit alone????

mah eye became dry ,shuolder pains so much...

still a long way to cover....

i feel better to quit..

the tag 'CAN'T BE UNDERSTOOD BY NEONE' will take mah life...

i wish to be a star...

but it was only permissible by god only when sum1 loves u more than god which exist u in earth......

still i m waiting der its' da 49th sunday....

i quit!!!!

i hav lost myself in population....

da patience cross its' own limit i bcame faint der....i don't wat i find der, its' all ABOUT LIFE

da taste of death i dont knoe but i read its' one of da moment u can feel ur dear wich sweetest ever u taste in ur life....

so QUIT tends me to enter into but evrytime wishes to c u for the final time...

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---NATURE THERAPY---

 I gotta shockd to knoe abt the EARTH n the SKY....

nobody wid me to ask for guess..

u can think i m introvert or i m alone...

i hav a buncch of frens wid diffrnt character but never observe them ought to a single relationship...

so i bcome   crashed my mind n heart...

earth have divine water which  sky recvs happily in either way again sky gifts it to earth den where is da loss in luv..

do i ever got 2 search y earth has male sign n sky has female sign ever...

bcoz sky always surrender the earth n the earth revolve of it...

i dont get it properly till nw bcoz the angry sun in sky always make her in certain limit n cool moon was n is said dat follow the luv drink it n care for it with schematic mind...

on the other hand earth allows her everywhere dat he has but dn't knoe abt his green world who has great chemistry with sun...

the whole thing knoes the owl who comes at dark night THE king of night ....

i can't believe it but i hav to..

eagerly said that der the GODFATHER had think dat not told dat...."a relationship only exist on balancing evry thought  by an external factor"

dat may either hav physical existance or  not..

i mean to say luv has neither limit nor pillar...

its' all about pure thoughts about acceptance wid balancin factor of attraction....

hav i done???????

no not yet  i'll go on in it....

mood sets in range of feelings--->>

Who knoes da day'll come 2marrw wich is gone tuday......

i dont even think wen c touch mah hand i got da taste of fud of god in mah mind..

is it workin??

yeah i do luv wid u..

but hw'll it works can't get till nw..

as i loss the toss so mah decision is in air again..

n getting the same Posture of ur body make me freak agian..

do i hav da same guts 2 get into u..

again TOUCH make me muvin in the way of heaven...

is it leads to fly a prisoned BIRD of ur mind n mine...

love me..

effect  me..

hug me..

aye me..

rissole me..

introspect me..

coz i need u ever n evry pulse of my god gifted LIFE..

be consderd at mah eye n get those to glow wich radiate to moon...

buybyee..

i miss ya..

reply 2 nobdy wid consisting 2 MYSELF!!!!!!

Usually i try 2 confine people whom r mine(i think) atleast i can help dem in either way....

WICH confined wid, 

felins r make expectation 

again expectation hurts a lot so i gave up...

luv r make life

again life have a sea of water which u hav 2 drink or 2 flow through eyes n taste'll be same,the great 1....

care r make precious abt sumbody

but it alwaz gone in wrong side by othr (may dat would be gud or bad)

what m i tellin oder i never ever complete by myself dats' y i told to do in linear manner....

its' jst  a suggestion not da exact i m...

n used to learn tiny n vital things from oder...

defining success,status, height of thinking,passion its' like to throw a dice or shufflin a deck of card..

i luv to play wid da parameter of rainbow life but i never evr supposed to do bcoz i promptd myself to not be passionate(coz of care)...

i dont know c really understand wat i exactly n wat i suppose to be..

will c still think dat i dont want 2 enjy like oder do...

has my thinkin is dat limit???????

whether lack of chance gets man sicker than like me or us???????

I DON'T CARE abt life i care abt u(dat was my passion 4 dat U again playin hide n seek abt da need of magic especially 4 u )

IT WAS WHEN I ENJOYD MY MIND WAS READABLE BY SUMONE...

now its' gone still my candle emits da same light pattern....

but colour'll be only urs...

n its' my fault bcoz my life tag 'CAN'T BE UNDERSTOOD BY NEONE'

leave it

finally i m happy sumwhat ...