PreTenDiNg yOu

Reducin the sound of carillon with mah life is not just bcoz of u on my heart... 

this line doesn't sound me good..

i m unsocial in d flow of ego n jealousy...

i hav no place for dat..

i hav been helped by u n vice versa also ...

not to give command or demand ..

each n evry time i regret ,,gettin no time to think nething 

i quit 

i quit again

n i quit..

knowin ur state of mind,i m gonna adopt myself..

i don't wanna hurt u but still continuing ...

i should b sorry..

i hav listened if sum1 find god, he'll.but honesty should be dere...

but i dont believe dis nemore...

bcoz of u(ma'm)... 

NASTIK-the word which indicates the opposite direction given by god...
NASTIK-the ego which arises in human being...
NASTIK-the strength which tends to achieve their goal widout nebody....
NASTIK-only thinkin about people around u...
NASTIK-my papa used to call me.....
may b he called me nastik bcoz i hav no need of god....
he'll b der...
i really want 2 b called that wen u cum at 11 o'clock wid ur joyfull enjoyment...
i wont b regret...
promisee
n don't forget 2 get frooti...
i really miss u baba..
dont let me go near god plzz..
nw at dis moment noone is wid me...
mah frens,whom i love,whom for i care....
n i hav no aim....
let me build mah life .......
then u may leave but at that time i m ready to leave wid u...
i love to be alone  but  with u..